Here's my April:
Revision lectures have started. I can feel the time constraint. Studying almost every day, even on weekends. Since I'm running out of time, no time to waste! Can't really remember my theme but i suppose it was black basics. Miss my long hair.
Crashed Yu's school, secretly of course. And we got hungry after a long night of studying so we decided to head for a tiny bit of supper!
Study date with Becky at November8! Thought it was pretty quiet and chill the last time I was there, so headed there to study! And also for their sumptuous waffles and Rosti! :) Becky is good study partner! She doesn't talk much! When she does, it's about the work we're doing. Hahahaha
Went for supper on another day with the B.Family.
Matcha cupcakes that looks like grass with ribbons for us! So cute! :D Made by banana! :D
Before we transform.
Sailormoons! LOL
Happy birthday to my Dajie! She's not biological sister but i still her call her that anyway. Lol. She's my cousin but i see her so often since we both stay at Grandma's when we were younger, she's really like my sister. And i kinda like that... being an only child can get pretty boring and it's really nice to have siblings. Although she likes disturbing me, and i kept crying a lot and got her into trouble when I'm a lot younger. Hahaha But i won't forget how she used to feed me! No wonder i was so chubby back then! Hahaha That aside, she hosted a barbecue birthday party!
And bowling with all the other cousins before the next time that we can meet up and do something together! :D And suddenly, we're all pretty grown up. Time flies indeed.
Brunchdategirls at Gaest!
Managed to catch brunch with my chicken sandwich, which tasted really really refreshing (if you like that kind, go for it!), before heading to PS cafe at Ann Siang hill, which was SO old school classy! Love the decorations and their super big bouquets everywhere in the shop. Hahaha HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEXY SHUS! Key lime pie, sticky date pudding or something, and their truffle fries. I thought the truffle fries at Dempsey's of PS cafe was better though. And... Our theme was monochrome! Somehow, it became monotone..... Hahahaha
Dinner after with my beer buddies! I miss y'all after having been too busy for a few months?! We haven't sat down for a good beer session as of yet!? Can't wait till my exams are over!!! :P Here for some pho and beef! Was still coughing away really horribly, and the lady offered me warm water before i had the chance to ask. :') And before that, in the day during lecture, i think i was coughing too loudly or sounded so horrible, someone offered me lozenges. :') (maybe she was just irritated with me) *paranoid*
Can't believe i didn't touch the beer. AGAIN. And someone told me that i can actually get hot tea for my cough. :') LOL Okay... I get it. I need to shut up. LOL Got pancakes to eat while they drink, and since i couldn't eat ice cream, Aa got the chef to do one without it. :D
All my friends from school are graduating! Can't wait for my convocation and it got me reaaally nervous about the start of my exams at that time. So happy for them! Everyone looks so good in their robe! And i really think it's a hoodie! But nobody puts it on. Hahaha Oh, and it was like a room full of magicians. :X
Picnic with the girls! :D Seriously, a picnic. The amount of stuff we got! :O Loooove the chill night!
Did I mention that i chopped my hair again? Haven't update my blog for so long that i can't keep up with my memory. I guess change will be good. To feel like a "new" person even though I'm not. Miss my fringe, and Zoe, my hairdresser, got me bangs. Not everybody's favourite. But it' okay. That's how life is right? Always about something new. If i don't try it now then when? If i don't try it, how will i know if it's suitable, right? As much as it's not exactly my favourite after awhile, (i miss my days without fringe now), but I'll make it work. Because that's how life is. We make it work. Even if things don't go our way, we'll try our best to make the best out of it. Better than sitting around, weeping and mopping, doing nothing. Cause ain't nobody has got time for that, right?
Different?
Dinner with allllll my family and relatives! YAY! Haven't had a treat like this in awhile! Was goood! :D And i love family gatherings like this too! Fave was the pork ribs and crabs!
All of us went for dessert! Cutie little cous of mine with her ice cream!
Also, my first movie ever since... Captain America with Yu. The last time we watched a movie together was probably during our secondary school times... LOL
My flowy themed week. Surprisingly, it was easier to maintain than my previous haircut. Hahaha And pretty versatile. Sometimes, it feels like the world can't see me when i can't see the world when my fringe cover my eyes and all of my forehead.
Another supper time with my B.Family at our usual hangout! and my usual order. I always repeat my orders if i think they're good! I'm sooo loyal to my food! :P
Another one of those studying days with Yu at my favourite cafe! Finally tried the sandwiches and the caramelised steak sandwich is my fave out of all of them. Didn't really like how the salmon was. Or how most salmon are seasoned or flavoured over in SG.
And i study again the following day at Banana's place and she made a super yummy lunch! Tuna fried rice with veg and chili, fried dumplings and eggs! :D It was so good i ate about 2 bowls and had a bit of food coma. Ended up getting distracted by the terrapins and played with them until i almost fell asleep watching them fall asleep. Hahaha
Dinner with B.family again! Second time for that week! :D But i don't mind! ...because we haven't seen each other before that for almost a month or more!!! And also, we haven't had penyet for SO long! We had a penyet craze back then and almost all our dinners were penyet, or Thai. Lololol We're still not over the supper phase yet, hence explaining so many of our supper meals.
Dinner break in between studying. Yes, I study everyday. This dim sum place that has super nice carrot cake! You can't even tell which is the carrot cake from here. It's the one on the bottom left. Steamed carrot cake with XO sauce! YUMS! Since Yu don't eat prawns, no prawns for the prawn loving girl. :(
TGIF! A short break with my bros! Haven't seen them for very long too since we were all very busy! Cute little Soda!!! :D She's SO cute and well behaved! I want my own dog. :'(
Crashed the birthday boy's place to surprise him! Happy birthday Jenn! :D And ended up focusing more on Gigi than on the birthday boy. Hahaha But she ended up humping me?! Like why me?! LOL Maybe because i kept playing with her? Or i had some kinda weird smell that makes her eggcited!? LOL But she's still SO cute! (When she stops humping me periodically that night lol)
As you can see, yes, we lighted a guang ming deng at the court. LOL Why? Because it was his birthday and it was for good luck and... I there's a higher chance our well wishes will come true that night. Lololol
Impromptu nights! Literally last minute. LOL 2 weeks in a row! Hardcore studying have gotten to me. And a hearty korean meal with Sleeve! :)
Study date with Becky and TY at Letoile! Yummy pasta! Coffee... wasn't up to my expectations. Not a study place for me, i can't get their music, but a good place to hangout. :)
Back at my fave cafe, and here for studying again...
Caught a pretty sunset! Appreciating the small little pretty things in life. :)
Did some stupid stuff and i had
to bear the consequences. But i will be strong. It took me awhile to get
past that hurdle, but I'm so glad for all the support my friends have
been showing me. If not for all that encouragement, i might still be in
that dark hole which I've dug myself, sadly. At times, I still can't get
used to this. I'm so used to being comfortable and having someone to
rely on no matter what, that now, i have to remind yourself to be
strong, and seek for help if i need, than relying on my own. Cause i
guess, that's what friends are for. Definitely, I have no idea how long
this bumpy ride will be. Have been hoping that it will end soon, but
apparently, it's not as soon as I've expected. So...I guess i just have
to hold on tight. And maybe unexpectedly, I'll reach my stop faster than
when i expect it to be. To everyone who's had my back, i have yours. ♥
Sounds kinda mushy. LOL Sucks that I'm emotional like that sometimes.
Lololol Woes of a cancer baby. Lololol
Study date with Becky and TY at Letoile! Yummy pasta! Coffee... wasn't up to my expectations. Not a study place for me, i can't get their music, but a good place to hangout. :)
Back at my fave cafe, and here for studying again...
Caught a pretty sunset! Appreciating the small little pretty things in life. :)
Dinner with my beer buddy. Always eating Jap! Girls who love rice and can eat quickly. It was a tad funny since both of us finished our food quite quickly, so i ordered soup and it took me foreverrrr!
Have been crashing my friends' place for a few days and guess it was pretty good. I needed that level of intensity to study. And mostly just wanting to be somewhere where I can concentrate, and free of the past.
And attended Star Awards for the first time! The commercial breaks are kinda boring and makes me sleepy while having to wait. Since i was sitting kinda far, i was squinting my eyes and that makes me feel like closing them. Lol Other than that, it was alright. Felt more like a chit cat night with JK instead. And the funny thing was we didn't most of the local celebrities so we had to keep describing to each other who were talking about. Hahaha 2 Blur sotongs.
Can't believe i ate pizza consecutively for 2 nights and almost a third!
And lynnlynn got me chicken essence for me to study hard! :D Hehehe Imma lucky girl to have caring friends!
Dinner, courtesy of Mr and Mrs Boo. Feast indeed! Reward for studying hard! :D
I love home cooked meals! In my own home this time. :)
Hopefully tomorrow will be good too. Gotta be at this place full of memories if i wanna study together... Since I can't do it myself, I have to go there. Hope i can just leave out everything and concentrate 100%. Good luck to me! Have faith in myself. There is no better time to focus on myself and my studies than right now. This is what i want. This is what I've chosen. I will walk down this path and better things shall come. This period, it really is a test of my mental strength. I may get tired and drained, but it's better to move forward than get sucked back into the emotional hell hole and live my days in pain. I will do this.
Updating this post. Have left it half updated since the start of May. And it's already mid May now! :O I've been super busy studying, i swear. I want to update my life so badly but all i cant think about is my exams! 3 more papers to go!!! Guess I'm here only because i felt like i had done a good paper today! :) So I'm pretty satisfied with myself! Hoping for the best for the next coming paper. 2 days for 2 papers. I can do this! No miracles happen without any hard work at all! Just gotta be discipline!!! FIGHTING! LOL Sound kinda mental now but positivity and self encouragement does work a lot. Try it to know it. :)
Time for bed. It's going to be a long 2 days of mental battle.
Bye~
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