How my study week looks like...
Tried to be productive, woke up really early to get some workout done. I miss perspiring like mad. I miss how my muscles will ache and sore. Does that sound sick? Trying to be productive on my own and away from all humans... but i failed and ended up meeting my friends on Friday. Lucky to have them. My little joy to cheer me on, and for me to look forward to, for this gloomy period.
Lemon meringue tart. Was pretty limey for me and too sweet. My least favourite one outta all the tarts. And yeah, can't get enough of their cappuccino, my favourite.
Snacking time to keep me awake. And trying my best not to eavesdrop on the table beside me but it sounds really interesting! Seems like she's really wealthy (but she dressed weirdly) and she makes clothes but somehow people (even some older celebrities which i don't really know) buys from her yet don't want people to know. What an interesting life... not sure if i mean it positively or negatively as well.
Back here on a Friday... without my tea, but coffee this time. I miss my studying mates who used to be there all the time.
Dinner after at Sushi Tei, because somehow we always choose Jap food over others. The katsu is surprisingly crispy and very much to my liking, without all those fats. :D
Ended the first weekend with delicious food at Habitat coffee. My well deserved break. Love the hazelnut latte, my swan. The cappuccino was somewhat bland for me, but nice coffee art. And totally not used to caffeine, which made my heart beat really fast after that and all of my emotions enhanced! BAD!
Truffle fries! Seafood Aglio Olio! Cheesynara! my cheesy pasta with bacon and sausage. The bacon wasn't smelly, probably covered up by the cheesy taste, so it was good for me.
How my work week looks like...
Got desperate and applied for jobs in the middle of the night. Got a few replies the next day and accepted one for a 2 days job. Was waiting for another that promised high pay! There were 2 job scopes but i didn't get the one with the higher pay but the other is alright. So here i am on a Monday morning at the harbour. Haven't been so punctual for work before despite having having to wake up really really early and take a bus to work... so proud of myself! Until i made a mistake of wearing the wrong pair of shoes to work and had to make a detour. And because of miscommunication which i was told to go get my shoes without saying that i should take the train/bus i cabbed back, and the ride costs $64 for 1.5hours. Seriously, this is the first time i took a cab which lasted SO damn long?! And so expensive?! All that peak hour, and also i booked the cab the night before, there were extra charges, so freaking expensive! I hope they let me claim back as they have said, otherwise i wouldn't have cabbed. If i knew that i don't have to rush, i would have taken a bus home to get my shoes! ;< ANGRY! D; And the best part is, they haven't even confirm my working rates! Remind myself never to work for a company that is so messy and not well managed again.
Otherwise i would've been happy working this job... With the long hours of break, it's best for me so i force myself to study in between before working for a few more hours after. And i like talking to people, i realised. Or maybe, i just haven't talked for very long. LOL
Dinner with a few fingers! A good meal for a troubled week to all of us, stress and all. Phad thai, green curry fried rice, garlic fried chicken, seafood tom yum soup and an egg for insect.
And souvenirs Sleeve got for me from Hong Kong. Initially, i didn't want to keep the hello kitty container because the gummy was covered with sugar and my house seems to be attracting red ants from i don't where! But Sleeve forced me to keep the hello kitty casing for the sweets because she specially bought the hello kitty for me. Awwwww! Guess i have to find a way to clean it and think of what to put in there. The char siew tarts are my favourite from the box of crispy food! Haven't tried the little packets yet, saving them for class to relieve hunger. Bitch magnet for me from a bitch. HAHA She's the best bitch there is, and I'm really lucky to have met her. Sometimes, i really wonder where do i find such luck to have such good friends to have my back. I've heard of so many stories of friends hurting each other like some crazy bitch, and I'm glad i don't have to experience it. Really grateful.
And went to Jiat's house to surprise her while she was washing toilet. And she was going to take an hour?! So, we had to think of all kinds of excuses to get her to come out of the toilet. HAHA She must have been really annoyed that so many of her family members needed to use the toilet at that time. Can't believe we went one round and only became good friends 10 years later. We were in the same primary school but didn't know each other, just that we've seen each other around school before. And 10 years later, she's a part of the family of friends, always cheering me on. Happy birthday Jiat, you're one of those with the biggest heart and kindness i have known, always putting yourself above others. Really, I'm that lucky. :)
Here's us sitting quietly in her room waiting for her to finish washing toilet. HAHA
My shitty outfit for the week, cause i was feeling so tired and all, my theme was tired. I'm suppose to dress like i don't care and look really tired. LOL My clothes shows how i really feel.
My favourite place to hide. Creamy pasta with mushroom and steak to make me feel better after a bad day of work. And plus, i was really hungry. Hahaha
Dinner with the extended family after visiting one of my relatives at the hospital. More and more people area contracting cancers nowadays, and it scares me... I wouldn't know how it feels, but it sure will scare me. And i admire my relative for her courage and strength... How positive she seems and to take it all in her stride. Hope for the best! Hope she recovers and get rid of it!
Saw a super fluffy dog! Wonder what breed it is! It doesn't seem like it's a husky but it does have it's features. I want a fluffy dog of my own! :< Lady walked past said that it's difficult to rear her, because Singapore's weather is so warm and her fur is sooo thick. And she is huge! :/
Frog porridge for dinner. Really like how spicy it is! I have trouble eating it actually. I think i only know how to eat frogs' legs. The other parts all look kinda scary... >.< And i didn't really dare to eat. ;/ But, it was too yummy!
It's only mid march, and it just feels so long. Valentine's day seems not too long ago... and now things are totally different. The way it started, the way it ended. Now, everything just seems like a dream and I'm finally awake. It didn't seem that real... everything is somehow foggy yet clear. Forgetting will be good, just like how people forget their dreams. But i probably can't. They're all apart of me that i can never forget, it's my life, my experience, i treasure all of it, good or bad, just because it's my life. If i forget everything, it's like I've wasted my time living. But just for now, it hurts too much to remember. I hope more good things will happen in my life so i can push it all back...
So thankful to have my best friends supporting me. As much as i don't want to rely on someone, so that i don't have to feel like when I'm on my own i will die, i think i have to because every single moment sucks so bad right now. I thought i can do it on my own, but it's worse than I've expected and it's really nice to have someone there for me, to distract me, listen and all... I'm really grateful. In the meantime, i hope i can be happy with myself, and handle being alone, so that when the next one comes, I'm ready. And i don't want to miss it because I'm not ready with myself.
Bye~
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